May 2012
64 posts
My mom told me about how complicated of a baby I...
Sooo… apparently when my mom gave birth to me all I did was sleep. I wouldn’t wake up and I wouldn’t eat. She got worried so she asked the nurse what was wrong with me. The nurse just told her, “don’t worry she’ll eat. You just have to introduce the breast milk to her.” 20 hours later I wouldn’t shut up. I wouldn’t go to sleep. And I...
Prom is in a week
My prom is in a week. My mom got me a new dress because she felt like all the dresses in my closet were to plain. So we got a more “appropriate” dress for the occasion. And it reminds me of my dear imouto chan every time I look at it.
Most people have been planning things out for prom since the start of senior year. I’ve just been going with the flow of things. At least this...
guys: why do girls care about their weight so much, it's so annoying
guys: ew, fat chicks
guys: ew, skinny chicks
guys: ew
Amusement Park fun
I can barely remember the last time I went to an amusement park. No not one like Six flags where you pay admission and pretty much every ride is free. No I’m talking about the ones that move around from town to town. The one where you have to buy tickets in order to ride the rides. I can’t remember the last time I actually had FUN at one of them.
Yesterday my mom’s boyfriend...
Staying awake to see if he’ll wake up and respond. Realizing he won’t and going to sleep pissed off and depressed. Perfect way to end a rainy day.
Make me feel worth being with.
I hate how the smallest of things ticks me off so easily. I try to tell myself to calm down. To not react. To just let it go. But my mind always goes back to it and I feel ticked off. Then when the person I’m ticked off at comes into view I act like everything is okay. And eventually things in my mind sort themselves out. Only for awhile though.
Talking to my Grandpa (advice on future)
Just helping my boyfriend figure out his life, just makes me feel like I can actual make a difference in someone’s life. Like how my grandpa has pretty much changed my life. Yes he pretty much stuffed college and school down my throat all my life. But in the end it paid off. He made me think about my future and where I want to go. If I didn’t start planning things out, I wouldn’t...
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My little princess has claimed the spot behind me in my chair. I was just sitting in front of the computer and she comes over to my legs and tries to jump up. I pet her once then leave her alone and she comes back. I look behind me and I see my mom’s bag, so I move it. The second I look back at the computer she jumps up onto the chair and lays down behind me. My little princess has claimed...
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What was to be my facebook status...
You stopped showing you cared, so did I. That’s what happens. You never seemed proud, just gave me a “good job” and went on with your lives. So I stopped caring because it never seemed like enough. But when I just mess up once. It’s like the whole world is falling apart. I said I’d bring it back up. Maybe all I want to know is that my family actually cares and is...
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Its her way or no prom.
^This is how I want my hair for prom. I showed this to my mom and she said “No.”
^This is similar to how she wants my hair. I had an argument with her about it and eventually gave up, because it’s really no use in changing her mind. Maybe I might like her hairstyle, maybe I won’t. Her boyfriend came home, she started arguing with him about it. He came to me and asked...
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On Top of Old Smokey
Loch Lomond
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Cruising through the park
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The Crawdad song Me playing my flute :)
What hurt was that you didn't try to make me feel...
-just getting my thoughts out there.
Sometimes all I need is a little girl time to get things off my chest. Even if it’s just for 30 minutes. It’s all I need. But I don’t always ask for it. Because I’m use to being independent and not opening up to other girls.
If you ever said I love you to someone then don’t question it later. Because when you question your love for someone, you don’t love them anymore. If you go to someone else for something that the person you love can’t give you, you never really loved them at all. If you ever think of cheating, but say you still love the one you’re with. That’s not love. That’s...
